I feel like all my anger died along with him.
I said this about my sister when she committed suicide. We didn't have a good relationship at all. I never wished her dead but if I never spoke to her, it would be okay with me.
Now that she's gone, I wish I would have spent more time with her. And I swear, I have said the very words I quoted above! I feel like everything between us that was not good went with her. I like to see it as her gift to me, that I don't remember her as a spiteful woman while here on earth. We had a mutual disliking for each other but I can tell you right here right now that I would do anything for her to be alive and I'd tell her I love her so much!
I miss her terribly and I am so glad that she took all that sh*t with her and left me with good memories of her.