Same here-I finally got to a counselor who specializes in PTSD & it is helping, please try. I have an exAH who stalks me through email and mail and I can't prove it's him & maybe not but I'm afraid to open my emails sometimes because they come from created accounts, so I can't trace them and they call me all kinds of names, so believe me I kept thinking what is going on am I crazy but showing the documents to the counselor and going through each item & how to deal with it has been tremendous. I have no insurance and I found this program through a church--ask around you may find something similar to help & NO YOU ARE NOT CRAZY--just got away from a crazy-maker I'm sure.