Hey JT -
I just heard again (I have heard this several times) at a meeting the other night from someone who had relapsed and found there way back to NA that when they were out there using, it was not as fun as before becasue the program jargan that we say during our meetings was there in the back of there mind and ruins the high. I wish that for the Beav!!!
You and your family are in my prayers as always.
And you are so right, don't even try to hang on!!!!Take care of that little boy!!! We don't realize (and I mean we) that when we are using even if we don't use in front of children that our behaviors effect them, they, children, have to be protected from us.