Originally Posted by
Tryinghard1974 
I have a feeling that if I do not stop, something terrible will happen again. I think I am working on borrowed time.
just from my past experience with the bottle
when I had thought such as yours
they were usually right
something worse was just around the corner
please - put the breaks on while you still can
it just seems to not get better if alcoholic such as myself
many of my friends who are now in recovery
think the same way as I do
return to the booze and who knows what will happen
14 But afterward Jesus found him in the Temple and told him, “Now you are well; so stop sinning, or something even worse may happen to you.”
John 5:14 (NLT)