Hi! Welcome. I've found this site really helpful through the tough days. I'm sorry your withdrawals are so terrible. Have you seen a doctor yet just to make sure your body is doing ok? Obviously all of these sensations are showing that things weren't ok, but a doctor may be able to see that you're going through a normal process or if there are any red flags or shocks to your system... And may be able to help alleviate. Anyway it's good to know a pro is watching just in case, withdrawal can be dangerous
Other than THAT, good job calling it quits when you knew things weren't right.
I knew I had to quit living the way I was in July, so I'm fairly new too. I still forget where I put stuff though. Ha!!
Gotta say, life is better on this side, and there is something amazing that happens when you share what you're going through with other people who empathize. Best of luck