I understand completely. I first quit drinking a year ago I had no job experience and was just starting to apply for jobs and I only just found one 4 months ago. Not my dream job but still an actual job. I too feel down on myself a lot because I haven't accomplished much by my age. I see my old classmates that have so much more. But I try and remember baby steps things do change slowly not always when I want them to but eventually they do.