I understand. I didn't graduate from college until age 35, I felt like I was way behind. I think we all feel that way from time to time, and things like Facebook don't help!! People only seem to brag about the good stuff going on, and keep their challenges on the down low.
Don't get discouraged. Things will get better for you, you will find your way. Stay the course, keep doing the next right thing everyday. The days of doing right will pile up, and the next thing you know miracles will start to happen.
Peace and Love.