ReadyAndAble

Man, I know that feeling. But don't forget this:

I was over 40 when I finally quit. So from where I sit, even if it's only Day 3, you've got me beat by years. All that failure nonsense is just part of the addiction, one of the ways it tries to pull you back in. Yes, you've got a serious addiction, and it's going to take some serious commitment to kick it (and serious thought to that lingering question of a plan). But the good news is you're alive, you're here, and you still have most of your life ahead of you.

Good for you, stopping the slide before it went further.