I went out a few days before my birthday. I just turn 31 and I got so drunk and keep drinking for 5 days straight at hotel. Send over $1300. Not working at the moment and someone took some of the money and Don't know what to do. I will get my last pay check which is over $2700 but don't know when I will get it yet.
I feel dumb and stupid. Why I always to this to myself. Stop 2 days ago drinking but I can't keep making myself fail. Why can't I not take the first drink. I was nervous just before I started drinking.
