Renarde, you really DO have so much going on right now. I'm so happy you feel comfortable enough to share and vent here.
Your RESOLVE clearly as clearly through your posts as your concern for
family.
It appears that you may be on the tightrope for a while. Just know that you
can make it to the other side. Think of all those tools you've gathered as your balancing pole and all of us as your safety net.
Hoping today brings you some peace, your husband some relief, and your little one good health.