Originally Posted by
LadyBug66 
Thank you all! I keep telling myself that I can't change the past ... Even said it out loud to help quiet my mind. I think I was drinking to numb my mind which in turn caused more stupid decisions.... What a vicious cycle!
I was doing the same thing and couldn't agree more. I felt so guilty last night because of past stuff, but the past is the past. I drank to get rid of withdrawal, but to also numb certain emotions that I'm now dealing with it.