Originally Posted by sunset01

I hear you ladybug, I remember reading here somewhere that real recovery happens after the withdrawal. I have to keep reminding myself that I cant focus on what is passed, over that I have no control. Try focusing on what you can control, now, and be kind to yourself, it's not always easy but you can do it. (hug) Maybe speaking to someone face to face might help?

And congrats on 40 days, that's fantastic.