Melina: Seems to me that you are better off without him. Being alone is better than being uncomfortable and uneasy. You should put your own well being first, he doesn't even seem sympathetic at all. That's my personal opinion nothing else.
Lorelei: Hope your MRI scan is blank.
Indenial: Welcome
Day 18 for me. Did get a craving for alcohol today but no particular type. Kind of unspecific and only lasted 5-10 minutes. Plumbers coming tomorrow morning and will spend all day in my apartment. Gotta find something else to do before my next night shift starts at 16.30 tomorrow. Minor problem, maybe I go to a mall or sleep in my office at work