Day 1 for me. Well not really since I was drinking until 3am last night. I want sobriety so bad. I'm tired of thinking I can drink like a normal person or being scared to be the only one not drinking at a social event which isn't even true because me husband is t a drinker at all and he's fine going out and ordering soda. This way of thinking has made me miserable for over ten years now. Finally ready to give this up for good. I need a the help I can get. Alcohol has never done anything good for me.