Fortunately I read up on what the Amends is about before RAH made his.....and this site helped me to understand it was more about him making the amends than what I would receive....and thank goodness because I would have been let down. The amends to his family members each took an hour etc...mine was a minute...basically he apologized for being wrong in so many ways...but nothing concrete....he said he grappled with making amends with me and that I was aware of all the wrongs he had done.....well I accepted it and left it at that.....but it does still irk me deep down. the fact that there are so many things I wish he would have referenced.....just to know he was aware of them and the impact.....but hey I try to let it go and move on.....maybe its best we don't rehash it....I just don't know