Hey arctic! I remember you from the feb. thread. Glad you came back! It took a lot of courage to come back here with your full storyike that, your disclosure is to be admired. I'm sure you are super welcome anywhere on here and I remember you being a pretty cool chick.
Forgive me if you've covered this, but have you thought about how you can do anything different this time? I have relapsed too, just shy of 7 months sober again. I had to mix things up a bit to get here. Best of luck to you!