Arctic...for what it is worth..I joined SR November 15, 2011...
Since then I have gone back and forth constrantly struggling....I finally made a decision 8 weeks ago....prior to that I had a month....started again and quickly slide, like you.
We are all different in some ways...I can only say for me posted each day on SR has been helping...This week end...after 8 weekends without drinking, was the first one where I was not craving and feeling like I missed something....I actually felt good.
You know what you have to do...you know it is worth it, or I don't beleive that you would be posting.....It is a struggle, but one that is worth it...Consider joining the under one year thread.......great support...
Jim