Originally Posted by
madbird 
Although that helped a lot, I just started crying out of sheer frustration at the feeling. It passed after that, but I've been feeling moody and weepy ever since.
I guess I'm having a tantrum.
I find some evenings, so,
so incredibly hard, too, Madbird.
Especially the ones when I'm essentially mourning the loss of one of my very best lifelong friends.... alcohol.
Thing is, that friend wasn't good to me at all and never will be. I'm trying to establish new routines now and hang with my new friends. Real and true ones who "get" what I'm going through.
That's why I'm here! Hang in there with us new friends, Madbird.
BELIEVE