Hi friend, just catching up on this thread and so happy for you for making this decision. Every little bit helps and you are so close to kicking this thing out of your life for good.
I am always so inspired by your strength and absolute refusal to give up. It inspires me to be strong too. Plus you always know what to say to someone struggling...many times me included. I think that is a gift that you're going to be giving to a lot more people in the times to come. Maybe through NA, maybe not...but it's certainly something I see in almost all of your posts.
Thank you for that, for you, and please let us know how it goes!
Hugs to you tonight!