welcome!!
The nightly bottle of wine and I were friends too....only my friend really wasn't my friend.
And my husband doesn't understand why it was a problem and how hard it is to quit.
You'll find many people here at SR in our boat too. So, I'm glad you're here...but I'm sorry for the circumstances that brought you here. It isn't pathetic. It's very common.
And it's really hard to quit, so if you are feeling anxiety that's normal ~ but you can do it. It gets better. I'm at 14 days now and I feel much better!
We'll be in the trenches with you too. It's good to have support.