Hey CnG ,
Nice that you survived and are back doing the do
I don't mind going out into londons gay old soho sometimes nowdays , bars and stuff don't really bother me , being in a bar gets boring rather than tempting nowdays , i still plan an escape just incase tho'
Keep on building a solid foundation in sobriety and i'm sure you'll be able to be sober where and when you want .
Bestwishes, m