Originally Posted by
suncatcher 
My ex alcoholic boyfriend has not been contacting me either. At first, this bothered me but I am not sure why. I guess I wanted him to beg my forgiveness and want me back to some degree but I realize that is a no win situation for both of us. I have stopped feeling sorry for myself and sorry for him.
This is how I feel...like he should come crawling back! Then I have to remind myself that he is not well and why would I want that back in my life. For me it hasent been 2 months but I just cant seem to shake him!! Im so mad at myself!
