Hi there andsolifebegins. You're not alone - I've been drinking a bottle of wine pretty much every for a good couple of years now. Before that I would drink two or three glasses but as we all realise (now) the ability to drink more and more soon increases.
Day 4 is awesome, well done on that. I really mean it - if you read through other threads you'll realise just how many folks have a drink on day 4 or 5. And it is hard when other people don't get how big a deal this is for us. The people I've spoken to in real life about this have all said, "Don't be daft, you don't drink that much!" They're not aware of much I've been drinking, but they certainly drink just as much as I used to at weekends and I think that my acknowledgement of a problem makes them uneasy about their own consumption?
Anyway. We're all here, all working our way through our issues and addictions and all reading and posting. So you're in good company xx