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Old 09-15-2013, 12:19 PM
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MidnightBlue
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Hi, pals.

Barely made it by the skin of my teeth today.

The Beast was twisting my arms because I felt...great. It's bean ages since I felt that good, so I (or AV?) desperately wanted to push this feeling to the extreme. Like I was absolutely sure that tomorrow the hell itself will be raining on me again, so I have to use every tiny chance to "drink in" this upbeat feeling of elevated mood.

I was circling the room, craving for hot bread, cheese, chocolate souffle, cookies...

I was watching... boxing fight) Surprised?))) Mayweather vs. Canelo. Who new that I would enjoy this that much.

I feel now like I really miss emotions, miss being "wild", spontaneous, but do not know how to do it so I can really enjoy it, not just rebel for the fact of rebellion doing stupid things just to break the mould.

Anyway, I am a winner today) Where's my champion's belt?

Have a good day/night, pals.
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