I have no idea how I am going to explain all of this to my wife, she has no idea how serious my problem is, she knows i like to drink but I usually drink after she goes to bed or out in the garage ect..I try to hide it as much as I can. I'm really nervous about what is going to happen when I tell her I'm quitting and am going to an aa meeting.....i'm worried that she will always hold this over me even If i am successfull and stop drinking.