Welcome, You will find lots of support here. I was in a terrible state this time last year through drinking and i did not see any way out of it. By getting a recovery plan together, having my doctors support, using SR and changing old habits i am now over 11 months sober. Any anxiety i did have before has gone now that i am sober. I would speak to your doctor before detoxing it can be very dangerous. Wishing you well.