This is the first site I found. I just want to talk to people who know what I'm going through.
I'm only 23, but I have a massive appetite for alcohol. My doctor has already told me that my liver is showing signs of serious damage. I'm an alcoholic. I need help so badly.
I have severe anxiety. I was diagnosed even before my drinking became an issue. I've been prescribed many antidepressants and xanax. So for the last couple of years I have been using the pills as a crutch. I'm out now and I'm scared. Last time I tried to sober up, I had a panic attack that brought my heart rate and blood pressure to heart attack levels. Which is a constant scaring reminder to a hypochondriac.
Please. I'm just looking for support. My head feels fuzzy. I have blurred vision. Basically I'm just scared. Please, honestly, tell me it will be okay. I know your not supposed to give medical advice so please just give me personal advice. This is hell and I want to get better.
