I feel self-conscious about it. And then later I get over it, thinking, well, WTH, it's my experience. I'm in a bit of a rut lately. I'm about 21 months sober. Lately, it's all I can do to get to a meeting. I go about 5 x week. Some days I'm so sick of the people, hearing the same thing. Some days I just sit there, not wanting to share. I think, well, I don't have anything different to say than any of these people. Or I think, if I share, I'll just come out sounding stupid. I don't have anything to add to this meeting.