Hello my very special classmates!!!
You are all wonderful.
Well, today went from the worst day I have ever had to maybe hopeful.
She got worse and worse...I made another vet appt, but had to go to work in the meantime.
Just imagine trying to clean this huge house for a brand new client when I was paralysed with fear.
And guilt for leaving her.
I prayed, cried and cleaned.
Anyway, when I took her to the vet, I got a whole different story from Sunday.
Different vet clinic.
He said he thought the other vet had given her the wrong medication, the worng anti-inflammatory to be precise.
So he gave her the one he suggested, and within five minutes it was as if the lights had come back on in her eyes.
At this point, I have another appointment scheduled for tomorrow afternoon in case she does not continue to improve.
Then they have to do some yucky stuff to her that I don't want to even think about.
BUT...this vet thinks very differently from the first, and believes he can treat her.
This morning I thought she might die.
Tonight I think she just MIGHT be OK.
We shall see.
While I DID NOT and DO NOT want to drink, I was having some very dark thoughts this morning. Stuff I can't discuss here...so you can imagine.
So I go to bed cautiously optimistic, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your love and support.
Hope everyone is doing OK.
All of my love,
V xx