Jaime, if you would have went to the liquor store tonight, you'd be starting all over tomorrow in a brain fog. Well done on holding out.
And your liver enzymes may be normal, but do you really want to live your life in a mental haze? Personally I like to have a brain, and alcohol was trying to take that from me. If I could be smart and drink heavily, I would sadly probably drink myself to death. Thank goodness I can't.