I used to drink on the train to work. Whisky and coke in my travel mug. I must have stank of alcohol. Luckily no-one noticed or said anything. It was a bleak time.
And Jetzt I too don't believe in a higher power. I wouldn't stop for my fiancee, mum, family or anyone else. So I wouldn't have stopped for something that may or may not exist! I stopped for the only person I cared about back then. Myself. People stuck by me which I am grateful and they're getting a better me