I'll learn how to reference other users eventually. The biggest issue for me at the moment is that I need drink in the morning physically and psychologically but my digestive system is beginning to reach the point where it can't take it after 6 years of daily abuse like LSC1 said about throwing up on the wine. Also on the subject of the cheap stuff; I have interest in all different types of alcohol and would always like to appreciate one fine beverage( as apposed to a cheap one) once on a sunday sometimes but I haven't decided if that's an achieveable goal or whether I need to completely stop.
Finally, I've noticed a lot of religious references in those tiny after message quotes. I have no intention of offending anyone but I am the aspect of anti-religion in the most hideous form.
EDIT: Just to add this, if religion has seriously helped you get you through your problem then I really can't judge.