Old friends..
Today at the store I saw some old friends of mine. They are still in the same head space as when I said goodbye. I shouldn't call them friends more of just using buddies since freshman year of high school. They were more sucked up than ever and needed to make friends with a bag of groceries, but instead they were in the parking lot of this certain store meeting our mutual friend who is selling them drugs. All I could do was wave. I was happy I saw them right when I was getting in the car to leave and that I had a family member with me. I have tried to get sober before and given in to their pressure. I am hoping in a future not so perfect meeting I will be able to walk away and not have the urge to jump ship and sink.