Originally Posted by
Leongecko 
Sweet oblivion. .
Yup, I drank to get drunk and stay drunk to stay in that spot. Looking back I don't think I ever reached it. And I drank by myself.
For me, I do still, at times, still have the desire to drink. I don't think that will ever go away. However, I believe that my cravings have gotten less and now I have different coping skills.
I definitely had to change people, places and things and I have to constantly work on myself.