Ugggh. Spoke to soon.
The separation agreement was sent to me today for approval before issuing to STBXAH, and in an instant, all my resolve drains away. Feel sick and nervous.
Telling myself stories about how this will be received. I instructed the solicitor to proceed a day or two before he did the suicide FB stuff, which was fortunate in that I'd probably have wussed out due to his erratic and unstable / manipulative behaviour.
Need to push through this and on out to the future.
Feel guilt, fear and deep sadness to have to do this.
So hard.