Thank you all for your welcoming words of encouragement. My confidence has taken a bit of a knock recently and I think I thought just one or two drinks would make me forget all that for a little while. Of course, we all know that just one drink changes our thought process and one drink led to 10! It shocked me that the 'hang over' I'm still experiencing 2 days later feels as severe as it did when I gave up alcohol in rehab all those years ago - I'm still having tremors! These are the most difficult and dangerous few days as I know that to have another drink would stop these tremors and the negative thoughts going round in my head but I also know that to have another drink would lead to somewhere I never want to go again. Thank you for your support, just being here right now has gotten me through another hour
