Reading your original post reminded me of myself 3 months ago.
110 days ago, I woke up not remembering things I texted friends, phone calls I made or Facebook & Twitter posts I published for the world to see. I was ashamed.
Decided that I had played this game long enough. Decided that I had to admit that I was powerless to booze. I realized I was ruining my life and hurting my wife & kids. I was an embarrassment.
110 days later. I am sober. I go to AA meetings daily. I have a sponsor. I am working the steps. I am praying & meditating daily.
You can do it. You took the 1st & most important step. You had the desire to get sober.
Keep going!
