Thanks , middle of the night once again....so tempted to google , but that would be a disaster... Waiting for the phone to ring some time today , imagining that the lab rings doc .Assuming the worst with my blood results. I have played this scenario over in my mind..... ( phone rings ) doctors secretary rings and tells me my bloods are back and doc needs me to come in straight away.Just like in the movies ,only its playing out in MY life and its real.iI feel nauseated, not through sickness but cos I'm preparing for the worst.i actually feel better in myself through walking the dogs with my hubby and <3 daughter no # 3 on the beautiful sunny spring days after work. Eating healthy food the last few days and only drinking green tea. Hoping this ship hasn't sailed....we shall see .....time will tell .......