My hubby is an alcoholic also, but does not want to stop. I am two months sober today. He gets drunk every night in front of me. That is his choice, my choice is not to drink. Every time I think about the fact that I want a drink, I play it through, I do not want a drink. I want to drink till I get drunk. A drink will do nothing for me. I need the buzz. I hate being drunk, but if I take a drink that is what will happen. Nope, not ideal for spouse to drink in front of you, but if you make up your mind to not take a drink each day, it works. I post on the 24 hour thread, make a pledge not to drink and move on. I will be keeping you in my prayers. Congratulations on day two, the first week is hard. It does get easier.