I'm not ready for this
My significant other knows that I can't drink... that if I drink, it means I DRINK. The cat is out of the bag. I can't play it casual anymore.
Tomorrow I will go to an AA meeting. For reals. It hurts to consider.I hate to even type the words.
I think I will feel differently in the morning. More positive. I love my son and my husband. And somewhere deep down, I might love myself.I can't feel it right now, that's for sure.