Hi Raider, thinking of you. I love this forum, it makes my insomnia less drastic, and I don't feel like I am the only one on earth awake. Everyone in my house is snoring right now, even the cat! So glad to see that you are hanging in there, I started to finally feel better right about where you are now. I still remember taking a shower and doing my hair, it was like awakening from a coma. It isn't easy, but you will look back on those gritty first days and be amazed at your courage and grace!
BTW, your picture is great, it is like looking out a window online!