Hey Mizz ,
sometimes even i go quite
.. i think it's a phase of recovery , or was for me ... or maybe just a phase of life .
I thought of it like once we get sober and are sucessful at it, we start to knuckle down with working on ourselves .
With time i think it gets better and easier (in cycles of up's and down's like most of life) to deal with stuff .
I'm sure you are and would be an asset to any recovery program or site like this , thanks for being around ,
Bestwishes, m