MidnightBlue

Not a great idea, August.

I understand that you've been in rough waters for quite a while, but why to wrap a rope with a stone attached under your neck?

I am quite at a loss in life myself now - debts, nasty family issues, somewhat life crisis, anxiety, etc. Nothing seems to be under my control.. But still it's under my control how to react:

"..let me perceive purpose in pain and adversity
and see the will of spirits at work
rather than illusion of divine malevolence..."

I keep telling this to myself when it hurts... And it gets better...

Plot for staying sober, for crying outloud)

Stay strong.