being limbo is just the worst place to be, isn't it? I remember a book that commented, "Smoking more but enjoying it less?"
Kindeyes, you are a kind soul, and I ache for you. I pray that you can quickly know the truth of what is going on, because it is the truth that sets you free. But this you know. This is the part in Out of Africa when Meryl Streep goes to the tobacco shed and squeezes herself in between the workers saying, "Give me work." And she works herself into utter exhaustion. And those workers with her do not say a thing - they just keep on working and let her be.
Sojourner