Relapse......
......I think. I don't know for certain but as has been said before many times....recovery looks like recovery......addiction looks like addiction.
I've had a little bit of time this morning to read, reflect, cry, pray. Reading helped. Reflecting helped. Crying didn't help at all...lol. But praying is what lifted my fear and concern so that I can move through my day. My prayer was simple....the Serenity Prayer......and God, please help my beautiful son with his struggle and help me stay grounded in my own recovery. And then it started raining....I think God wept too.
Time will reveal more.
gentle hugs
ke