I guess I do hope, deep down he will change. I'm not that young to be honest and I feel if I keep doing this with him it will age me even more, if not drive me insane. I care, alot and I so desperately want to help him. To me it's like cancer, would I walk away from someone I love if they had cancer and needed help. I'm sorry, I know that this all may sound stupid but I do care. I just don't know if I have the strength anymore to do it. He has a very good way of turing things around on me and making it seem as though it is my fault and I don't understand why.