Today I will try and let myself be happy and content and do things for me because I want them done. Regardless if my OH is being a jerk right now and under appreciating me - I will do the things I want done for my own satisfaction. This is my life and I'm in control. It's too easy and has been in the past for me to let other people's negativity affect me and then I in turn use it as an excuse to do nothing or to drink or to hurt myself ultimately. So today ill do things for me
