Hi,
In his sober moments when he is in my arms he seems to have every honest intention of getting help and sorting himself out.
He is depressed, seeing his doctor, on medication for depression and seeing a councillor once a fortnight.
I do not know what to believe anymore. I have been told that if he quits drinking cold turkey based on the amount he consumes, he will have major complications and risks dying. This seems suspicious to me.
He has tried to cut down but once he is at the pub, he feels he can not get up and leave.
He is powerless he tells me.
As soon as he has had a few to drink he becomes agitated, angry towards me and everyone, lies, and has come really close to cheating.
He regrets it all later but in that moment everyone is powerless to help him or get through to him.
I am forced to sit at home not knowing where he is, if he is safe, if he is with someone else... What am I meant to do?