Hi Jackie
I could always find someone worse than me. I was a quiet, solitary drunk, who considered his neighbours, never got in legal trouble or got a DUI - but I was drinking all day everyday.
I nearly died.
Guys I knew who didn't drink as much as me actually did die.
None of us really know when we might push things too far.
Alcoholism is not a competitive sport. The only thing that really matters is you have a problem and you want to fix it.
You're doing yourself a great favour to fix things sooner rather than later
D