Thanks cold x i havent phoned into work due i am on holiday this week.
Today is ive bought drink and im drinking. Dont know where my head is, i do have like i said many times i do have alcohol servises on wed.
going to see how much they will help. If not i think i will ask to go back into hospital and start again. Its been 9wks when i was in and i did 2 wks and things again have started again. My campral is not working, so hoping something else will work.
Thanks for everyone support and i still want to do this!